Well Deva has been complaining that there is a lot of rubbish in this post, and that he didn't like the last one, and that he doesn't like the youtube ones etcetcetc. And then I asked him what I should post about then, and then he said that I should make a post on him, and then I said OKAY! and then he said that he was joking. But I don't think he was joking.
And then he started complaining about how I'd have nothing to post on him about, because he says that he is a very very boring person. But as you can see, I have already posted over 100 words. But yeah. There is A LOT that I can say about Deva, but I don't want to embarrass him, so I'm just going to stop it here :)
- tonia
Bladders
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I think I have the smallest bladder in the whole world. I have to pee, like once every hour, and its not like I drink a lot of water, because I seriously don't ! I think I know the reason why I have to go to the toilet so much though. It's because last year, I hated class, and I did all that I could to get some time out of it. So I'd ask if I could go to the toilet virtually every period. And I thought that, since I was going to the toilet, I might as well actually GO to the toilet. So my bladder must have though, 'Oh, she pees so much now, there is all this unnecessary space', and then it shrunk.
But it really sucks now. The other day, I drank like 2L of water for some reason, and we were driving, and I REALLY REALLY had to pee. It was SO bad. I had never felt that terrible ever. And it was JUST MY LUCK that for some reason, every time we neared a light it turned red, and then it was also my luck, that my aunt who was driving got lost, and DROVE UP A FREAKING HIGHWAY!
Speaking of highways, my dad told me the other day, that when he went to Italy when he was a teenager, that there were these massive highways, and Italy was so dodgy, that if people needed to pee, they wouldn't pee on the side of the road, but they'd pee in the middle of the road because people would see them, and they won't get killed or something.
Yeah, sorry that this post was about bladders and peeing. I'm just really really tired.
- tonia
p.s. tonia usually posts about garbage anyway, so don't be surprised
I've Got Your Number
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Have you seen me cry tears like diamonds?
Down and down they fly, Faster and faster Like the speed of our love Batting a thousand But a home run crack at love This is where I tell you that I know love's what I need to work at
- tonia
We use lol because we have nothing else to say
Monday, April 26, 2010
In response to Vivian's (I think) post, I sort of disagree. I think that now 'lol' and 'haha' have kinda lost meaning. They've kinda become placeholders. Like, when someone makes a joke, you kinda acknowledge the fact that made a joke by saying 'lol'. To me, I also think that it sort of implies that they find it funny, or they didn't get the joke. Most likely the latter because WHO DOESN'T FIND MY JOKES FUNNY?! (This is where most people go 'lol')
'lol'/'haha' is also a conversation killer I think. Used with other words such as 'k' and '(Y)' Conversation killers are annoying. They kinda say, 'Hey, I'm too nice to just bar you, but I think you're really annoying and I really don't want to talk to you, so I hope that you get the hint and stop talking' What's even MORE annoying, are those people who you use the conversation killers on, but they just DON'T seem to get the hint! I mean really, are they stupid or something? Can they not see that I do NOT want to talk to them?
I'd have to say though, I agree with Vivian about the usage of '...' and 'right...'. I HATE it when people use 'right...' It's so condescending and argh. I just hate it. It makes me feel like an idiot, and I never know what to say after it. Its like, as soon as someone says that, they gain complete superiority on the conversation. And like, I can just imagine their face is like WTF-face. I'm just rambling now (this is where people say '...'/'right...') But yeah, I hate it MOST when I'm being really serious and/or I'm upset and they say that. It's like they're disregarding everything I'm saying, and completely looking down on me.
Msn sucks in a lot of ways though, one reason is that you can't sense the person's tone AT ALL. Like, for example when someone says 'what?' What is that supposed to mean? It could mean :
What?! Fuck off man.
What? Sorry, I didn't really understand
What? Are you retarded?
What? LOL you're so funny
Usually when people say that to me, I immediately think of the first and the third response. But thats just because I'm paranoid and I think (know) that every second person has something against me.
This is all just a generalisation though, everyone expresses themselves differently, and lol/haha are not ALWAYS used as placeholders. There are people who are probably falling off their chair laughing and all they type is 'lol' and there are also people who are like staring at the screen with a stoned expression, but they're all like LOLOMFGROFLHAHAHA
But yeah, personally I don't think that there's anything wrong with saying 'lol/rofl/lmao' UNTIL PEOPLE SAY IN REAL LIFE. That is just something that I CANNOT stand.
- tonia
♥
I just found the most beautiful band ever, but I am not going to link or show anyone because I am a selfish bitch.
Not that you care, or that it really matters.
(THEY ARE SO AWESOME. EVERYONE WHO IS MISSING OUT. I FEEL SORRY FOR THEM)
- tonia
every1 pumped for IPL final?
ARE YOU READY FOR THE TOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSS?!?!?!?!?!?!
P.S jaydon you fag, ur missing out :/
Sleeping
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Yesterday, I had coffee for the first time ever in my whole life. Don't ask me why I never had it before yesterday, I just didn't. It tasted okay. It was really mild so it didn't really taste like coffee much. It was iced coffee, so the glass was like really big. Everything was normal and I was sitting there wondering whether or not I'd be tired throughout the day. I did normal stuff and had dinner and then after a while, it was 12:30 and I decided to go to bed. I was relatively tired ... OR SO I THOUGHT.
On good days, I fall asleep after say, 10-20 minutes or so. But today was not a good day. I lay in bed and closed my eyes and tried to sleep. I kept thinking of sleeping thoughts. Like, myself sleeping. But it obviously didn't work. Then I decided to just think about things until I got tired. So I just sad there and thought about things. I didn't get any more tired. I looked at the time, and it was 1:30. Trust me, I have even tried counting sheep.
I took out a book to read, and then finished the book, looked at the time and it was 2:45 == Then I got my iPod and listened to my I CAN'T SLEEP playlist which consists of like ocean music and nature sounds. It obviously didn't work. It was 5:30 and I was STILL LYING IN BED unable to fall asleep. I definitely blame the caffeine, seeing as I have been sleeping very well for the past few weeks. In the end, I got about 4 hours of sleep.
What I hate most is that feeling that you get, when you are really really really tired, and your eyes are tired, and everything is tired, but you still can't sleep for some reason. It's like your brain doesn't want to turn off or something. Its like you've closed all the doors in the house, but the lights are still on.
Anyway, I've done some research for myself and everyone else :)
LIST OF THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU CAN'T SLEEP :
Make it very dark in your room. Close all the doors and block all the light sources
Don't do anything too thought stimulating before you sleep, ie. Watch TV, go on the computer etc. Instead, relax or read (something boring I think)
Apparently, you're meant to think of the colour purple. Or something. That reminds me of the time in PD last year when Davis tried to make us do that meditating thing and we had to lie on the ground for a whole period and listen to her 'soothe' us.
Roll your eyes upwards three times because apparently, you do it naturally when you're sleeping, and it triggers some sleep chemical in your body
Having a hot shower/bath/anything that lowers body temperature before going to sleep helps
Lavender and Chamomile help apparently
Don't drink a lot before going to bed (A mistake I make all the time. I drink 2 cups of water right before I go to bed. Don't ask why, its just a habit)
Only sleep at night. If you have daytime naps, limit them to 20 minutes
Only use your bed for sleeping (and sex apparently, but I don't think that applies to most of us)
Don't consume caffeine (==)
Have a good sleep guys! :)
- tonia
Youtube is so great
Saturday, April 24, 2010
You guys have all seen that video of that 3 y/o crying over Justin Bieber right? But this is like 10 times better :
- tonia
Yumcha is great (Y)
9:30
I woke up this morning, and my mum asked me if I wanted to go yumcha. I hadn't been out of the house in a while so I decided that I might as well go.
12:00
We got in the car and then drove to Eastwood, got a table at the place and sat down. And my aunts came along and they started slowly ordering food and eating and talking etc.
12:45
They were still eating and talking
1:00
Still eating and talking
2:00
Still eating and talking
2:30
I decided that I would take a walk so I could kinda hint that I was bored shitless and that maybe they'd pity me and leave the restaurant. So I went out and walked around Eastwood aimlessly and then I saw Betty :)
3:00
I COME BACK AND THEY ARE STILL FUCKING TALKING X___X
3:30
'Let's pay the bill now' OMFG FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3:35
We pay the bill and then my aunt DECIDES TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING == and for some reason we ALL have to tag along.
4:00
I FINALLY GET IN THE CAR
'Oh, lets go to Macquarie and have some coffee'
x_________________x
4:15
Having coffee
4:45
STILL HAVING COFFEE
5:00
' Sorry, but we're closing now. Please leave the table'
Remind me never ever to go yumcha again, as this happens almost every single time
-tonia
R-r-r-radio
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I remember when I was young I thought that it'd be really really cool to be one of those radio talk show presenters. I thought that it would be so awesome to get paid to talk on a radio station, and meet famous people. As good as it sounds, a lot of work actually has to be put into a show. They have to write the scripts, come up with ideas and then like arrange for all the people to come on the show. AND TO TOP THAT OFF, they actually have to be funny and entertaining and stuff.
Speaking of the radio I have not listened to it in about 6 months. The radio is silly nowadays. They hardly play anything decent anymore, and its just the same computerised shit played over and over again. I don't think many people listen to the radio now. Music has become such an easily accessible thing now, you don't need to listen to the radio! But yes. Music is fun. Yeh. I'm running out of things to blog about AGAIN -.-'
Parade the Day is great, but not many people seem to like it :(
Yeh, I like Hellogoodbye quite a lot. QUITE a lot :)
- tonia
how bs is masterchef?
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
it hasn't even started, and i know the 2nd seasons is gonna be as excessively melodramatic as the first
*EDIT* Krishna, don't you have better things to be doing? ;)
Don't be sad!
Monday, April 19, 2010
For everyone who is upset over marks, please don't be :( Please don't let these exams lower your self esteem. You guys are smart and great, and you know it. I know that you probably studied your ass off for these exams and that you worked super hard. But the marks don't really matter. It's not like anyones going to give a shit what you got, or that you're going to look back on this 20 years later and actually remember it. It's what you learn from the exams. Be glad that you made the mistakes this exam (WHICH DOES NOT COUNT TO ANYTHING), and not in your HSC, so that you can learn from them and do well next year. Right? Life is too short to be sad over exams! There's nothing that can be done now, but for you to fix your mistakes. SO CHEER UP GUYS! You're smart and you know it :)
-tonia
School is stupid :(
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Today I woke up, and I didn't get on the train to draw naked people :( Its such a pity the course is over. It was so much fun, and I learnt SO much and met some really cool people. Oh well, I'm going to try get into the HSC one, and hopefully learn even more :)
I can't believe that I actually have to go to school tomorrow. I can't believe that tonight I am actually going to sleep at 10 and wake up at like, 6 tomorrow morning. I can't believe that tomorrow I'm actually going to have to start doing work again. I'm sad now. I don't want to go to school. I had such a great holiday. It was super duper great. I really don't want to go to class. :( I'll post something decent soon.
Oh well. Song of the day :
Hellogoodbye is so great. Someone buy me their new CD when it comes out please.
Yesterday my cousin dropped off another three bags of clothes. I have so many now. I have like 40 dresses, and I'm not exaggerating. I like dresses. I should wear them more often. Our school should have more mufti days. We should have casual fridays and wear whatever we want. That would be fun. It would make school more exciting to go to. Grr School.
- tonia
:)
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Holidays are nearly over! Can't wait til school starts again - it beats sitting around at home watching cricket all night, and waking up at 10.
wooot school in a few days!
Drawing School Day 1
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Well, my holidays officially ended yesterday :( Because, from today to Saturday I have to go to some drawing thing that goes from 10-4. It's in Darlinghurst, which means that I have to take like 1 hour + to get there. MEANING I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 730 x__x, which means that my holidays have ENDED. But yes, it was fun today. We drew the nude figure, and this model came in (SHE HAD COOL TATS) and then she took her clothes off, and everyone was trying not to laugh.
Then we had to like, draw her. When we were doing 2 minute sketches, she just suddenly fell over and everyone was like :O and then she got back up again, and was like ,'Sorry! I just fell asleep'. SO unprofessional. And those models DO get $29 p/h, and she was there for like 6 hours. Work it out yourself, I don't know how much money that is. I could probably take my clothes off and like stand there and let people draw me. I mean, $29 p/h!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And she wasn't even pretty or anything.
Tomorrow, theres a male model coming in. I'm praying that he's not some seedy man. Like seriously, that would just be absolutely disgusting...
- tonia
argh
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I WANT MY FUCKING HAIR BACK :'(
-tonia
LOL
Monday, April 12, 2010
we have guests over at our house
MUM: SO WHAT WILL YOU HAVE
HER: CUPPA TEA PLEASE?
SHE'S A FRESHIE POMMIE STRAIGHT FROM LONDON ROFL
p.s. she might have heard me and my bro imitating the "luverly" accent in the other room ahaha
Dermatographia Urticaria
Dermatographia Urticaria
Skin Disorder
4-5% of the population
Skin becomes raised and inflamed when stroked or rubbed with a dull object
(Thats not my arm btw, just some random google pic)
I finally figured out what that condition was called :) I've had it for ages, and few people I know have it as well. Its so annoying. Sometimes when I'm like walking through bushes and stuff, and there are all these branches on the ground they like, slightly scratch against my skin, and then it looks like I've been mauled by some animal, and I have all these scars or something. And then people are all :O WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? But yeah, its caused by oversensitivity of the skin or something.
But yeah, my skin is annoying. I'm not sure what it is yet, but I'm allergic to SOMETHING and everytime I touch it, my entire hand completely swells up. Its so gross, and uncomfortable, and its also hurts as well. And I have eczema as well, and once it got so bad on my arm, I couldn't even bend it, and there was like, stuff coming out of it and-- okay, I'll stop talking now, its grossing me out :( Andandand, it doesn't stop there. I have the WORST combination skin, I just don't know what to do! It's so oily in some places, and its so dry in others!! And then I get like acne and stufffffff argh. :(
But yeah, enough about my skin :)
- tonia
Embed
I was ebedding this song on this post right, and then I remembered that I've always thought that embed was pronounced em-d like a silent 'b'. There are so many words, which you would never have a clue of pronouncing unless you actually hear the person say it. I mean, who woulda thought that epitome was pronounced e-pit-o-me. But yeah :
It's like halfway through the holidays, and mine have been GREAT :) Contrary to popular belief, I have ACTUALLY done SOME work, like I said I would. Now don't shoot me for, 'studying in the holidays', but I think the only people who shouldn't be doing that are the people who are smart. I'm not smart though, so I'm allowed to be doing work.
Enjoy your last week! xD
- tonia
==
Sunday, April 11, 2010
I DON'T KNOW WHERE EVERYONE IS GETTING THIS FROM, BUT I DID NOTDYE MY HAIR BLONDE.
Grr I hate being sick.
Man, something is wrong with my immune system lately :( I used to never get sick, EVER. In fact, I didn't get sick for like 2 years. And then suddenly, I got sick last month, and then, yesterday I got sick again! (which is why I couldn't keep up the one post a day streak ahahaa) I hate being sick. It sucks so much. BUT I DON'T WANT TO TURN THIS INTO A PITY PARTY, so lets talk about something else. Ehhhh, cbf think. Head hurts too much. I'll post when I feel better
-tonia
Ha, the used :)
Friday, April 9, 2010
The other day I was reminded of my old time favourite : THE USED I used to LOVE them SO much! I found their old album (In Love and Death) again and I listened to it, and ALL THE MEMORIES CAME BACK TO ME. It is such a great album. I can't believe they released that stupid Bird and Worm or whatever it was called. It was so shit. I was so disappointed :@
But yeah. I used to really like them. I'm so glad I still have that CD. Its weird though. I don't have many CDs left. I used to have HEAPS (No, I didn't download before >_> Not that I do now ... >_>) and then I bought them all to school for some music assignment or something. AND THEN I accidentally left them in the library, and when I went back, THEY WERE ALL GONE :'( I was so devo. I mean ALL my CDs I had like $500 worth of stuff there :( Oh well. Its all good because looking back now, I had the worst music taste ever. >__>
Anyway, listen to this song, its good :)
And this one
They are such a great band. Like seriously. But their stuff is so hard to find D: I will never ever get bored of this song though :D THEY'RE SO FREAKING GOOD !
And THE USED of course :)
And yeah, one more by them hehehe :D
- tonia
I hate mosquitoes
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Man, I swear I like attract mosquitoes. I must be their sex god or something. They just never leave me alone. I find one new mosquito bite a day. I have so many, my body is constantly itching. So much that, I don't even feel an itch anymore. It's like, normal now. I bet if they went away I'd have like itch withdrawal symptoms.
They piss me off so much. I have like 3 on the soles of my feet, and like two on the top of my feet and like, ten on my legs alone. I mean seriously, why does it have to be ME they bite. Why can't they go attack my brother or something (its probably because I'm more attractive ;D)
But yes, I don't like mosquito bites at all, so I went and looked up ways to prevent them :
WAYS TO PREVENT MOSQUITO BITES :
Stop breathing : They're attracted to carbon dioxide
Stop showering : They're attracted to the scent of shampoos and soaps and perfumes
Wear light coloured clothing, or LOSE THE TAN : Mosquitoes are attracted to dark colours
Eat garlic and lemons and thiamine: Mosquitoes don't like the smell that comes from your pores after eating them or someshit
Use insect repellent?
Well, I just read that they need the blood to make eggs, which are then like laid and stuff in water. WHICH MAKES COMPLETE SENSE because my room is right next to the bathroom!
- tonia
TIME TO SET MYSELF SOME GOALS
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Well, I know that its not really new years, but I have decided that I need some changes in my life, and head back on track with some new years resolution-y type things.
I have decided that from now on, I am going to actually care about school work. I am 100% sure that if I put my head to this, I can do well. I am going to push myself so hard, and force myself soon much. I am no longer going to be that stupid girl who fails at school anymore. I am going to be one of those smart people. I am actually going to start caring, I am going to start handing in work on time, and I will start to study well.
I know that no one believes me, but I believe me, and I will pull myself together this term. I give everyone permission to hit me as hard as they like if I say that I cbf studying or doing an essay, or handing work in late. I am really not looking forward to getting all my marks back, but I know that I deserve every single bad mark that I get.
goals :
Not hand in anything late AT ALL
Stop using the computer so much
GET FIT - like, for reals I wanna burn my freaking thighs
Be nicer to my brother
Stop raging and being moody and hating people
Be nicer :)
PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS
I can' think of anything at the moment.
I know that you're probably v doubtful of me, but
I WILL DO THIS .
- tonia
YES GUYS, YOU CAN ACTUALLY CLICK THE WORDS. THEY'RE LINKS TO THE COMMENT BOX AND SHIZ --'
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
5 ppl (since its too mentally taxing to do 10 people) :)
1. Bloody asian, how dare you beat me in Cricinfo IPL fantasy- i will destroy you :@
2. f-f-f-f-f friskkkaaayyyyyyy ;) you are the biggest player in our grade, I admire you for your skills with the ladies, and hope to emulate your success sometime in the future ;) LOL
3. sif i bag u out! honest. dont rage pls =)
4&5. nets on friday looks good (Y) cant wait.(this is actually two people)
I am going to win a competition this holiday (Y)
Okay, you know how I need money and stuff? Well I was thinking about all the competitions out there. I mean, everywhere you look, there are flyers and advertisments shouting, 'TELL US IN 25 WORDS OR LESS WHY YOU LIKE THIS', or 'YOU COULD WIN THIS JUST BY ENTERING A DRAW ONLINE'
I have nothing to lose at all right? And I mean, who enters those competitions anyway? Everyone thinks 'Oh psh, sif I'm going to win that, I won't bother entering the competition'. That means that I have a higher chance of winning now. I mean, if enter every single one that I see, I'm sure that I'll win one of them eventually right? I'm a pretty lucky person ... I would say ..
I mean, I fluked the selective test and got into Baulko, and I still haven't been kicked out yet :) Nah, jks. It wasn't luck, it was just bribery.
But yes, I am going to enter every single competition that I see :) WISH ME LUCK !
- tonia
HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE A THIRD WHEEL
Monday, April 5, 2010
Okay, in response the post over at SG blog about being a third wheel, I would like to say, that the feelings of the people who HAVE the third wheel are often forgotten.
disclaimer : this ALSO, is for ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES , so please do not sue me either.
Okay, so you have just invited three friends over to your house, and one of them happen to be your bf/gf. One of the people leaves early, leaving your gf/bf and your other friend behind.
WHAT TO DO NOW ?
You don't want to ditch your gf/bf because you probably won't see them for a while (2 days is a long time) And you don't want your friend to feel like a third wheel either! You flip an imaginary coin in your hand, and in the end, you stay with your gf/bf.
You look over to your friend sitting by herself, and you try to include her in the conversation by making trivial comments on the movie that you are watching together.
' That was shot at a nice angle ..'
Unfortunately, there are only so many comments you can make on the movie. So instead, you decide to ask if they want a drink. You slowly go inside and take 10 minutes to pour out a glass of water and a glass of OJ, trying to buy AS MUCH time as possible away from both of them.
You go outside, and hand them their drinks and it is awkward once again. Then you decide to get some food to go with the drink. You take another 10 minutes to go inside and get some food, and come back outside and offer it to them. Then you sit down again with your gf/bf.
Your friend is obviously feeling extremely uncomfortable as she takes every chance to leave her seat and go inside to 'go to the toilet'/'call her parents' You then feel bad and decide to sit next to her and your gf/bg. Damn, I am smart, you think to yourself, and wondered why you didn't do this earlier. You notice your friend constantly checking her phone, waiting for that call of salvation from her parents. Finally it rings, and she runs out the door, a wide smile spreading across her face ' MY DADS HERE !' , before you even get a chance to say bye.
I am not going to give any warnings, because these situations are completely unavoidable. All you can do is to make the most out of it :
Do not show any bias between the two people
NO PDA (as hard as that is for some people)
Take as long as you can to get them water/food. Heck, bake a cake even
Make it less awkward by involving them both in a good conversation
Yes. To my dear friend out there. If this happens again in the next few days, I'll know what to do :)
PS. SKIN CHANGE! Had a fight with krishna because he deleted all my codes, and then I said that I'd quit the blog and then he DELETED the blog. But yes, he restored it, and now its all good again, and the c-box and stuff are on the side. Just click the words :) leave a comment xD
- tonia
10 People Thing :)
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Man, this really is my blog now isn't it? The Tonia Krishna ratio, is like 24:7 now ... Oh well, I'm sure that you'd all rather listen to me talk anyway. But yeah. *EDIT: piss off, this is not your blog, it was mine in the first place. I just need a stooge who can fill it up while i have more important things to do. Anyway, carry on ..... * I was talking to my dear friend Betty Liu, and I promised her to do that whole 10 person guessing thing :D Tell me if I made anything TOO obvious. But yeah, 10 people. NB : These people aren't my best friends or anything. Just random-ish .. :
ten people thing :
1. I think this year we've really distanced. It's okay though. I don't really mind. I never liked you anyway. You were always so annoying. I don't think many people like you. I don't think you realise that though. You are quite oblivious to how poeple think of you. I think the reason that they don't like you, is because you can get SO selfish and annoying. You can be nice sometimes though. But I think that your moodiness and annoyingness gets the best of you.
2. I think I've distanced with you as well. I really liked you. You were one of my best friends You were so nice and fun and stuff, and I really trusted you ... You don't even talk to me anymore. And whenever we do, its so strange ... like something's not right. I'll be honest though, I really do miss you as a friend. I haven't had a proper conversation with you since last year ... What happened ?
3. Oh man, you're so up yourself. It's so ironic how you make jokes about other people being up themselves, while the one with the biggest ego is staring right back at you when you look into the mirror. I can't believe that you even tried. Who do you think I am? I have standards you know. And so does everyone else. I think you needa get some new glasses, and look at yourself again. You disgust me SO SO much. Get over everything. Especially yourself
4. Yeah, I'm not going to say anything other than ♥ I don't want you guys to think I'm some hopeless romantic or someshit. But yes, no prizes for guessing who this number is ;) (♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥)
5. I think you're funny and stuff, BUT HURRY UP AND BLOG MORE. I am not going to change the skin alright? Minimalist is the new black! So hurry up and blog, before I change this to T likes cricket :) And stop being so sexist. You're just jealous that women are smarter than men. But yeah, serious time : Sorry for stuff that has happened. I'm glad we're still friends :)
6. You're really cool :) But, I feel like I don't really talk to you as much anymore :( Sometimes I question whether you like me or not. I feel like a burden to you sometimes, getting in the way of your life and your friends. But yeah, thanks for being there for me all the time :) Thanks HEAPS :D
7. I know I seem really slack to you sometimes, but I think its just our clashing personalities. I think of you as one of my best friends. Just keep that in mind. I'm sorry that I didn't call that night, but I really wasn't able to. Thanks for always being there for me, ALL THE TIME. I don't think you've ever let me down. Even though, I've let you down like 20394023 times over.
8. I can't believe you made me go on chatroulette! You are such a bad influence :@ But Jokes, you're pretty cool, and I'm glad that we've become friends this year. Sorry for ranting to you when you hardly even knew me. I tend to do that sometimes >_>
9. You're very cool and even when I'm in a sad mood and stuff, you always cheer me up with your presence :) Thanks heaps! Lets just hope that this term we actually get some work done in class, and we don't just spend it annoying other people hehehe xD
10. I've really missed you. I know that you're never going to read this probably, but yeah. I remember our awesome gossip sessions in science last year, and how we used to like, talk so much and never ever listen to the teacher, but somehow you still managed to get like SUPER HIGH MARKS. And we had all those 'fake' fights' and stuff. Oh man. I wish you weren't so consumed in school work :( I MISS YOU :'(
- tonia
holidays
im bored. but i wont go on chatroulette like the cool kids (looks down) ahahahahaha
- krishna
*EDIT*
KRISHNA KOTECHA, I BET TO DIFFER !!!
:) Go and post something decent if you're bored - tonia
chatroulette
Saturday, April 3, 2010
OMG. Okay, I was really bored today right, and I cbf to do anything productive. And then I remembered talking to Niro about being bored, and he told me about chatroulette, and how much fun it was. And being the ignorant person I was, I was like, Hmmm, I guess it can't be that bad.
AND SO I WENT ON THE SITE, and I saw one guy, and he was like stoned and like smoking weed apparently. And he looked really horny and stuff so I WAS LIKE OMFG and I pressed next. And then THERE WAS THIS PEDO GUY WITH A MOUSTACHE AND A BEARD AND HE LOOKED PEDO. And so I pressed next again, and then, THERE WAS ANOTHER GUY WHO WAS EQUALLY AS PEDO and then I pressed next, and there was like a 5 second pause and then IT WAS THE SAME GUY and I go SO FREAKED OUT I closed the window.
But seriously, that is the most dodgiest thing I have ever done. I cannot believe I just did that. I mean, what are the chances of some horny man like with his pants down in front of the computer?! HOW IS THAT EVEN LEGAL!? I mean, I'm sure there are many ignorant children out there, who accidentally go on, like me and then become scarred for life. And they could probably screenshot your face, and like stalk you somehow or like track your ip address or someshit. I have no idea, because I dont know shit about computers. I swear I am going to get nightmares about these people. Stupid Niro, I blame him completely for leading me there.
PEOPLE ARE SO PERVERTED THESE DAYS.
DO NOT GO ON CHAT ROULETTE EVER
I am totally going to put this on my list of phobias.
- tonia
DOES ANYONE WANT TO DONATE MONEY TO ME?
Oh my god. I want that camera so badly. I can imagine the day that I get it. Actually, I can't imagine myself getting it, because I'm just going to be so happy. I WANT THAT CAMERA TT__TT OMFG. I have been saving up for so long ( well, it feels like an awful long time ) I NEED $250 ! ARGH
My dad says that if I keep my room clean, he'll give me $60 a month. At this rate, I should get it in about 4 months. FOUR MONTHS X____X thats such a long time! And AS IF I'll be able too keep my room clean. Thats even harder than getting 100% in a maths test for me :( So, I went on a search to find ways to make money.
1. GET A JOB - I seriously cbf, and I don't have a tax file number and noone is going to want to hire me, etcetc
2. SELL SOMETHING - I have nothing of value. And everything I have that is of value, I am obviously not selling, because it is of value.
3. BUSKING - I've actually thought about this >_> But I don't have enough talent and I really don't want to be laughed at.
4. ROB SOMEONE/SOMETHING - That's too dodgy for me. I mean, I know I'm a rebel, but I'm not BAD !
SIGH . Tell me if you have any more ideas (or want to donate).
5. join the services sector you know i could always..... ;) ;) . just let me know if you're interested ;)
^
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^ krishna obviously wrote this point, and i DID not say that. he just edited the chat logs .
ALSO, I AM UP FOR COMMISSIONS if you still want me to sew and shit, even though I haven't done it since Year Nine. I will make it WAY better quality than before, and it will be good. JUST LET ME KNOW THANKS
- tonia
EASTER
Friday, April 2, 2010
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE :)
Well, there are like 20 people at my house atm. Its like a family dinner or something. Family dinners are so annoying sometimes. Whenever people come over to my house for dinner, I feel like my room has been put on for exhibition. I'm in my room, doing my stuff, and then random people just walk in and like go through my stuff. Seriously, they take no consideration of my privacy at all.
But yes. FIRST DAY OF MY HOLIDAYS HAVE BEEN boring. But its okay :) I have lots of plans, and the rest of the holidays are going to be awesome :) Yeah, this is a really boring post. I can't think of anything to write about.
Hi Everyone . . .
Yeah . . .
Awkward . . .
Turtles? . . .
- tonia
Thursday, April 1, 2010
EVERYTHING IS OVER! :)
Yay! I'm so happy :) Cross country is finally over! Even though I felt like dying at the end. I am seriously going to train from now on. And I will make it back on that board again and get age champion (Y) CONGRATS VICKY YOU IDIOT. SO MUCH FOR BEING UNFIT, YOU CAME 3RD! BUT I WILL BEAT YOU NEXT YEAR :) No hard feelings haha
Today was a fun and successful day BECAUSE I DIDN'T GET APRIL FOOLED! Its like the first time ever :) It's amazing! I like, kept a close eye on everyone. Especially Daniel Zhu >_> The best way not to get fooled, is to stick with all the people who fool others. That way, you know whats happening. OR you can just become really unapproachable, and give people dirty looks and stuff, and so they won't ever think of pranking you. Or you can do both. Or you can isolate yourself for a day.
BUT YES. I am so glad that everything is over. These holidays are going to be GREAT. And I have SO MANY PLANS. And I WILL fulfill those plans :) every single one of them. The first one, is to save up $300 more so I can get the camera that I want. Feel free to donate :)!
AND I WILL ALSO EXERCISE. Its so sad. These are going to probably be the last proper holidays ever. SO MAKE THE MOST OF IT GUYS, AND DON'T STUDY :)
IM SO SO SO SO PUMPED
also, I hope that you all have a very very
HAPPY EASTER :)
- krishna
APRIL FOOLS, IT WAS ACTUALLY TONIA (obviously ==)
*EDIT*
IM JUST TOO GOOD :)
*EDIT 2*
OMG I DID GET TRICKED, IN LIKE THE LAST HOUR OF THE DAY == SIGH.
i like this weather...
O hushed October morning mild, Thy leaves have ripened to the fall; Tomorrow's wind, if it be wild, Should waste them all. The crows above the forest call; Tomorrow they may form and go. O hushed October morning mild, Begin the hours of this day slow. Make the day seem to us less brief. Hearts not averse to being beguiled, Beguile us in the way you know. Release one leaf at break of day; At noon release another leaf; One from our trees, one far away. Retard the sun with gentle mist; Enchant the land with amethyst. Slow, slow! For the grapes' sake, if they were all, Whose leaves already are burnt with frost, Whose clustered fruit must else be lost-- For the grapes' sake along the wall.
- Robert Frost
too bad we live in the southern hemisphere, so it talks about an October autumn. It is Autumn nevertheless =)
KRISHNA AND TONIA !
We are two very cool friends who went to Baulko :)
Well Deva has been complaining that there is a lot of rubbish in this post, and that he didn't like the last one, and that he doesn't like the youtube ones etcetcetc. And then I asked him what I should post about then, and then he said that I should make a post on him, and then I said OKAY! and then he said that he was joking. But I don't think he was joking.
And then he started complaining about how I'd have nothing to post on him about, because he says that he is a very very boring person. But as you can see, I have already posted over 100 words. But yeah. There is A LOT that I can say about Deva, but I don't want to embarrass him, so I'm just going to stop it here :)
- tonia
Bladders
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I think I have the smallest bladder in the whole world. I have to pee, like once every hour, and its not like I drink a lot of water, because I seriously don't ! I think I know the reason why I have to go to the toilet so much though. It's because last year, I hated class, and I did all that I could to get some time out of it. So I'd ask if I could go to the toilet virtually every period. And I thought that, since I was going to the toilet, I might as well actually GO to the toilet. So my bladder must have though, 'Oh, she pees so much now, there is all this unnecessary space', and then it shrunk.
But it really sucks now. The other day, I drank like 2L of water for some reason, and we were driving, and I REALLY REALLY had to pee. It was SO bad. I had never felt that terrible ever. And it was JUST MY LUCK that for some reason, every time we neared a light it turned red, and then it was also my luck, that my aunt who was driving got lost, and DROVE UP A FREAKING HIGHWAY!
Speaking of highways, my dad told me the other day, that when he went to Italy when he was a teenager, that there were these massive highways, and Italy was so dodgy, that if people needed to pee, they wouldn't pee on the side of the road, but they'd pee in the middle of the road because people would see them, and they won't get killed or something.
Yeah, sorry that this post was about bladders and peeing. I'm just really really tired.
- tonia
p.s. tonia usually posts about garbage anyway, so don't be surprised
I've Got Your Number
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Have you seen me cry tears like diamonds?
Down and down they fly, Faster and faster Like the speed of our love Batting a thousand But a home run crack at love This is where I tell you that I know love's what I need to work at
- tonia
We use lol because we have nothing else to say
Monday, April 26, 2010
In response to Vivian's (I think) post, I sort of disagree. I think that now 'lol' and 'haha' have kinda lost meaning. They've kinda become placeholders. Like, when someone makes a joke, you kinda acknowledge the fact that made a joke by saying 'lol'. To me, I also think that it sort of implies that they find it funny, or they didn't get the joke. Most likely the latter because WHO DOESN'T FIND MY JOKES FUNNY?! (This is where most people go 'lol')
'lol'/'haha' is also a conversation killer I think. Used with other words such as 'k' and '(Y)' Conversation killers are annoying. They kinda say, 'Hey, I'm too nice to just bar you, but I think you're really annoying and I really don't want to talk to you, so I hope that you get the hint and stop talking' What's even MORE annoying, are those people who you use the conversation killers on, but they just DON'T seem to get the hint! I mean really, are they stupid or something? Can they not see that I do NOT want to talk to them?
I'd have to say though, I agree with Vivian about the usage of '...' and 'right...'. I HATE it when people use 'right...' It's so condescending and argh. I just hate it. It makes me feel like an idiot, and I never know what to say after it. Its like, as soon as someone says that, they gain complete superiority on the conversation. And like, I can just imagine their face is like WTF-face. I'm just rambling now (this is where people say '...'/'right...') But yeah, I hate it MOST when I'm being really serious and/or I'm upset and they say that. It's like they're disregarding everything I'm saying, and completely looking down on me.
Msn sucks in a lot of ways though, one reason is that you can't sense the person's tone AT ALL. Like, for example when someone says 'what?' What is that supposed to mean? It could mean :
What?! Fuck off man.
What? Sorry, I didn't really understand
What? Are you retarded?
What? LOL you're so funny
Usually when people say that to me, I immediately think of the first and the third response. But thats just because I'm paranoid and I think (know) that every second person has something against me.
This is all just a generalisation though, everyone expresses themselves differently, and lol/haha are not ALWAYS used as placeholders. There are people who are probably falling off their chair laughing and all they type is 'lol' and there are also people who are like staring at the screen with a stoned expression, but they're all like LOLOMFGROFLHAHAHA
But yeah, personally I don't think that there's anything wrong with saying 'lol/rofl/lmao' UNTIL PEOPLE SAY IN REAL LIFE. That is just something that I CANNOT stand.
- tonia
♥
I just found the most beautiful band ever, but I am not going to link or show anyone because I am a selfish bitch.
Not that you care, or that it really matters.
(THEY ARE SO AWESOME. EVERYONE WHO IS MISSING OUT. I FEEL SORRY FOR THEM)
- tonia
every1 pumped for IPL final?
ARE YOU READY FOR THE TOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSS?!?!?!?!?!?!
P.S jaydon you fag, ur missing out :/
Sleeping
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Yesterday, I had coffee for the first time ever in my whole life. Don't ask me why I never had it before yesterday, I just didn't. It tasted okay. It was really mild so it didn't really taste like coffee much. It was iced coffee, so the glass was like really big. Everything was normal and I was sitting there wondering whether or not I'd be tired throughout the day. I did normal stuff and had dinner and then after a while, it was 12:30 and I decided to go to bed. I was relatively tired ... OR SO I THOUGHT.
On good days, I fall asleep after say, 10-20 minutes or so. But today was not a good day. I lay in bed and closed my eyes and tried to sleep. I kept thinking of sleeping thoughts. Like, myself sleeping. But it obviously didn't work. Then I decided to just think about things until I got tired. So I just sad there and thought about things. I didn't get any more tired. I looked at the time, and it was 1:30. Trust me, I have even tried counting sheep.
I took out a book to read, and then finished the book, looked at the time and it was 2:45 == Then I got my iPod and listened to my I CAN'T SLEEP playlist which consists of like ocean music and nature sounds. It obviously didn't work. It was 5:30 and I was STILL LYING IN BED unable to fall asleep. I definitely blame the caffeine, seeing as I have been sleeping very well for the past few weeks. In the end, I got about 4 hours of sleep.
What I hate most is that feeling that you get, when you are really really really tired, and your eyes are tired, and everything is tired, but you still can't sleep for some reason. It's like your brain doesn't want to turn off or something. Its like you've closed all the doors in the house, but the lights are still on.
Anyway, I've done some research for myself and everyone else :)
LIST OF THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU CAN'T SLEEP :
Make it very dark in your room. Close all the doors and block all the light sources
Don't do anything too thought stimulating before you sleep, ie. Watch TV, go on the computer etc. Instead, relax or read (something boring I think)
Apparently, you're meant to think of the colour purple. Or something. That reminds me of the time in PD last year when Davis tried to make us do that meditating thing and we had to lie on the ground for a whole period and listen to her 'soothe' us.
Roll your eyes upwards three times because apparently, you do it naturally when you're sleeping, and it triggers some sleep chemical in your body
Having a hot shower/bath/anything that lowers body temperature before going to sleep helps
Lavender and Chamomile help apparently
Don't drink a lot before going to bed (A mistake I make all the time. I drink 2 cups of water right before I go to bed. Don't ask why, its just a habit)
Only sleep at night. If you have daytime naps, limit them to 20 minutes
Only use your bed for sleeping (and sex apparently, but I don't think that applies to most of us)
Don't consume caffeine (==)
Have a good sleep guys! :)
- tonia
Youtube is so great
Saturday, April 24, 2010
You guys have all seen that video of that 3 y/o crying over Justin Bieber right? But this is like 10 times better :
- tonia
Yumcha is great (Y)
9:30
I woke up this morning, and my mum asked me if I wanted to go yumcha. I hadn't been out of the house in a while so I decided that I might as well go.
12:00
We got in the car and then drove to Eastwood, got a table at the place and sat down. And my aunts came along and they started slowly ordering food and eating and talking etc.
12:45
They were still eating and talking
1:00
Still eating and talking
2:00
Still eating and talking
2:30
I decided that I would take a walk so I could kinda hint that I was bored shitless and that maybe they'd pity me and leave the restaurant. So I went out and walked around Eastwood aimlessly and then I saw Betty :)
3:00
I COME BACK AND THEY ARE STILL FUCKING TALKING X___X
3:30
'Let's pay the bill now' OMFG FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3:35
We pay the bill and then my aunt DECIDES TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING == and for some reason we ALL have to tag along.
4:00
I FINALLY GET IN THE CAR
'Oh, lets go to Macquarie and have some coffee'
x_________________x
4:15
Having coffee
4:45
STILL HAVING COFFEE
5:00
' Sorry, but we're closing now. Please leave the table'
Remind me never ever to go yumcha again, as this happens almost every single time
-tonia
R-r-r-radio
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I remember when I was young I thought that it'd be really really cool to be one of those radio talk show presenters. I thought that it would be so awesome to get paid to talk on a radio station, and meet famous people. As good as it sounds, a lot of work actually has to be put into a show. They have to write the scripts, come up with ideas and then like arrange for all the people to come on the show. AND TO TOP THAT OFF, they actually have to be funny and entertaining and stuff.
Speaking of the radio I have not listened to it in about 6 months. The radio is silly nowadays. They hardly play anything decent anymore, and its just the same computerised shit played over and over again. I don't think many people listen to the radio now. Music has become such an easily accessible thing now, you don't need to listen to the radio! But yes. Music is fun. Yeh. I'm running out of things to blog about AGAIN -.-'
Parade the Day is great, but not many people seem to like it :(
Yeh, I like Hellogoodbye quite a lot. QUITE a lot :)
- tonia
how bs is masterchef?
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
it hasn't even started, and i know the 2nd seasons is gonna be as excessively melodramatic as the first
*EDIT* Krishna, don't you have better things to be doing? ;)
Don't be sad!
Monday, April 19, 2010
For everyone who is upset over marks, please don't be :( Please don't let these exams lower your self esteem. You guys are smart and great, and you know it. I know that you probably studied your ass off for these exams and that you worked super hard. But the marks don't really matter. It's not like anyones going to give a shit what you got, or that you're going to look back on this 20 years later and actually remember it. It's what you learn from the exams. Be glad that you made the mistakes this exam (WHICH DOES NOT COUNT TO ANYTHING), and not in your HSC, so that you can learn from them and do well next year. Right? Life is too short to be sad over exams! There's nothing that can be done now, but for you to fix your mistakes. SO CHEER UP GUYS! You're smart and you know it :)
-tonia
School is stupid :(
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Today I woke up, and I didn't get on the train to draw naked people :( Its such a pity the course is over. It was so much fun, and I learnt SO much and met some really cool people. Oh well, I'm going to try get into the HSC one, and hopefully learn even more :)
I can't believe that I actually have to go to school tomorrow. I can't believe that tonight I am actually going to sleep at 10 and wake up at like, 6 tomorrow morning. I can't believe that tomorrow I'm actually going to have to start doing work again. I'm sad now. I don't want to go to school. I had such a great holiday. It was super duper great. I really don't want to go to class. :( I'll post something decent soon.
Oh well. Song of the day :
Hellogoodbye is so great. Someone buy me their new CD when it comes out please.
Yesterday my cousin dropped off another three bags of clothes. I have so many now. I have like 40 dresses, and I'm not exaggerating. I like dresses. I should wear them more often. Our school should have more mufti days. We should have casual fridays and wear whatever we want. That would be fun. It would make school more exciting to go to. Grr School.
- tonia
:)
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Holidays are nearly over! Can't wait til school starts again - it beats sitting around at home watching cricket all night, and waking up at 10.
wooot school in a few days!
Drawing School Day 1
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Well, my holidays officially ended yesterday :( Because, from today to Saturday I have to go to some drawing thing that goes from 10-4. It's in Darlinghurst, which means that I have to take like 1 hour + to get there. MEANING I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 730 x__x, which means that my holidays have ENDED. But yes, it was fun today. We drew the nude figure, and this model came in (SHE HAD COOL TATS) and then she took her clothes off, and everyone was trying not to laugh.
Then we had to like, draw her. When we were doing 2 minute sketches, she just suddenly fell over and everyone was like :O and then she got back up again, and was like ,'Sorry! I just fell asleep'. SO unprofessional. And those models DO get $29 p/h, and she was there for like 6 hours. Work it out yourself, I don't know how much money that is. I could probably take my clothes off and like stand there and let people draw me. I mean, $29 p/h!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And she wasn't even pretty or anything.
Tomorrow, theres a male model coming in. I'm praying that he's not some seedy man. Like seriously, that would just be absolutely disgusting...
- tonia
argh
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I WANT MY FUCKING HAIR BACK :'(
-tonia
LOL
Monday, April 12, 2010
we have guests over at our house
MUM: SO WHAT WILL YOU HAVE
HER: CUPPA TEA PLEASE?
SHE'S A FRESHIE POMMIE STRAIGHT FROM LONDON ROFL
p.s. she might have heard me and my bro imitating the "luverly" accent in the other room ahaha
Dermatographia Urticaria
Dermatographia Urticaria
Skin Disorder
4-5% of the population
Skin becomes raised and inflamed when stroked or rubbed with a dull object
(Thats not my arm btw, just some random google pic)
I finally figured out what that condition was called :) I've had it for ages, and few people I know have it as well. Its so annoying. Sometimes when I'm like walking through bushes and stuff, and there are all these branches on the ground they like, slightly scratch against my skin, and then it looks like I've been mauled by some animal, and I have all these scars or something. And then people are all :O WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? But yeah, its caused by oversensitivity of the skin or something.
But yeah, my skin is annoying. I'm not sure what it is yet, but I'm allergic to SOMETHING and everytime I touch it, my entire hand completely swells up. Its so gross, and uncomfortable, and its also hurts as well. And I have eczema as well, and once it got so bad on my arm, I couldn't even bend it, and there was like, stuff coming out of it and-- okay, I'll stop talking now, its grossing me out :( Andandand, it doesn't stop there. I have the WORST combination skin, I just don't know what to do! It's so oily in some places, and its so dry in others!! And then I get like acne and stufffffff argh. :(
But yeah, enough about my skin :)
- tonia
Embed
I was ebedding this song on this post right, and then I remembered that I've always thought that embed was pronounced em-d like a silent 'b'. There are so many words, which you would never have a clue of pronouncing unless you actually hear the person say it. I mean, who woulda thought that epitome was pronounced e-pit-o-me. But yeah :
It's like halfway through the holidays, and mine have been GREAT :) Contrary to popular belief, I have ACTUALLY done SOME work, like I said I would. Now don't shoot me for, 'studying in the holidays', but I think the only people who shouldn't be doing that are the people who are smart. I'm not smart though, so I'm allowed to be doing work.
Enjoy your last week! xD
- tonia
==
Sunday, April 11, 2010
I DON'T KNOW WHERE EVERYONE IS GETTING THIS FROM, BUT I DID NOTDYE MY HAIR BLONDE.
Grr I hate being sick.
Man, something is wrong with my immune system lately :( I used to never get sick, EVER. In fact, I didn't get sick for like 2 years. And then suddenly, I got sick last month, and then, yesterday I got sick again! (which is why I couldn't keep up the one post a day streak ahahaa) I hate being sick. It sucks so much. BUT I DON'T WANT TO TURN THIS INTO A PITY PARTY, so lets talk about something else. Ehhhh, cbf think. Head hurts too much. I'll post when I feel better
-tonia
Ha, the used :)
Friday, April 9, 2010
The other day I was reminded of my old time favourite : THE USED I used to LOVE them SO much! I found their old album (In Love and Death) again and I listened to it, and ALL THE MEMORIES CAME BACK TO ME. It is such a great album. I can't believe they released that stupid Bird and Worm or whatever it was called. It was so shit. I was so disappointed :@
But yeah. I used to really like them. I'm so glad I still have that CD. Its weird though. I don't have many CDs left. I used to have HEAPS (No, I didn't download before >_> Not that I do now ... >_>) and then I bought them all to school for some music assignment or something. AND THEN I accidentally left them in the library, and when I went back, THEY WERE ALL GONE :'( I was so devo. I mean ALL my CDs I had like $500 worth of stuff there :( Oh well. Its all good because looking back now, I had the worst music taste ever. >__>
Anyway, listen to this song, its good :)
And this one
They are such a great band. Like seriously. But their stuff is so hard to find D: I will never ever get bored of this song though :D THEY'RE SO FREAKING GOOD !
And THE USED of course :)
And yeah, one more by them hehehe :D
- tonia
I hate mosquitoes
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Man, I swear I like attract mosquitoes. I must be their sex god or something. They just never leave me alone. I find one new mosquito bite a day. I have so many, my body is constantly itching. So much that, I don't even feel an itch anymore. It's like, normal now. I bet if they went away I'd have like itch withdrawal symptoms.
They piss me off so much. I have like 3 on the soles of my feet, and like two on the top of my feet and like, ten on my legs alone. I mean seriously, why does it have to be ME they bite. Why can't they go attack my brother or something (its probably because I'm more attractive ;D)
But yes, I don't like mosquito bites at all, so I went and looked up ways to prevent them :
WAYS TO PREVENT MOSQUITO BITES :
Stop breathing : They're attracted to carbon dioxide
Stop showering : They're attracted to the scent of shampoos and soaps and perfumes
Wear light coloured clothing, or LOSE THE TAN : Mosquitoes are attracted to dark colours
Eat garlic and lemons and thiamine: Mosquitoes don't like the smell that comes from your pores after eating them or someshit
Use insect repellent?
Well, I just read that they need the blood to make eggs, which are then like laid and stuff in water. WHICH MAKES COMPLETE SENSE because my room is right next to the bathroom!
- tonia
TIME TO SET MYSELF SOME GOALS
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Well, I know that its not really new years, but I have decided that I need some changes in my life, and head back on track with some new years resolution-y type things.
I have decided that from now on, I am going to actually care about school work. I am 100% sure that if I put my head to this, I can do well. I am going to push myself so hard, and force myself soon much. I am no longer going to be that stupid girl who fails at school anymore. I am going to be one of those smart people. I am actually going to start caring, I am going to start handing in work on time, and I will start to study well.
I know that no one believes me, but I believe me, and I will pull myself together this term. I give everyone permission to hit me as hard as they like if I say that I cbf studying or doing an essay, or handing work in late. I am really not looking forward to getting all my marks back, but I know that I deserve every single bad mark that I get.
goals :
Not hand in anything late AT ALL
Stop using the computer so much
GET FIT - like, for reals I wanna burn my freaking thighs
Be nicer to my brother
Stop raging and being moody and hating people
Be nicer :)
PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS
I can' think of anything at the moment.
I know that you're probably v doubtful of me, but
I WILL DO THIS .
- tonia
YES GUYS, YOU CAN ACTUALLY CLICK THE WORDS. THEY'RE LINKS TO THE COMMENT BOX AND SHIZ --'
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
5 ppl (since its too mentally taxing to do 10 people) :)
1. Bloody asian, how dare you beat me in Cricinfo IPL fantasy- i will destroy you :@
2. f-f-f-f-f friskkkaaayyyyyyy ;) you are the biggest player in our grade, I admire you for your skills with the ladies, and hope to emulate your success sometime in the future ;) LOL
3. sif i bag u out! honest. dont rage pls =)
4&5. nets on friday looks good (Y) cant wait.(this is actually two people)
I am going to win a competition this holiday (Y)
Okay, you know how I need money and stuff? Well I was thinking about all the competitions out there. I mean, everywhere you look, there are flyers and advertisments shouting, 'TELL US IN 25 WORDS OR LESS WHY YOU LIKE THIS', or 'YOU COULD WIN THIS JUST BY ENTERING A DRAW ONLINE'
I have nothing to lose at all right? And I mean, who enters those competitions anyway? Everyone thinks 'Oh psh, sif I'm going to win that, I won't bother entering the competition'. That means that I have a higher chance of winning now. I mean, if enter every single one that I see, I'm sure that I'll win one of them eventually right? I'm a pretty lucky person ... I would say ..
I mean, I fluked the selective test and got into Baulko, and I still haven't been kicked out yet :) Nah, jks. It wasn't luck, it was just bribery.
But yes, I am going to enter every single competition that I see :) WISH ME LUCK !
- tonia
HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE A THIRD WHEEL
Monday, April 5, 2010
Okay, in response the post over at SG blog about being a third wheel, I would like to say, that the feelings of the people who HAVE the third wheel are often forgotten.
disclaimer : this ALSO, is for ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES , so please do not sue me either.
Okay, so you have just invited three friends over to your house, and one of them happen to be your bf/gf. One of the people leaves early, leaving your gf/bf and your other friend behind.
WHAT TO DO NOW ?
You don't want to ditch your gf/bf because you probably won't see them for a while (2 days is a long time) And you don't want your friend to feel like a third wheel either! You flip an imaginary coin in your hand, and in the end, you stay with your gf/bf.
You look over to your friend sitting by herself, and you try to include her in the conversation by making trivial comments on the movie that you are watching together.
' That was shot at a nice angle ..'
Unfortunately, there are only so many comments you can make on the movie. So instead, you decide to ask if they want a drink. You slowly go inside and take 10 minutes to pour out a glass of water and a glass of OJ, trying to buy AS MUCH time as possible away from both of them.
You go outside, and hand them their drinks and it is awkward once again. Then you decide to get some food to go with the drink. You take another 10 minutes to go inside and get some food, and come back outside and offer it to them. Then you sit down again with your gf/bf.
Your friend is obviously feeling extremely uncomfortable as she takes every chance to leave her seat and go inside to 'go to the toilet'/'call her parents' You then feel bad and decide to sit next to her and your gf/bg. Damn, I am smart, you think to yourself, and wondered why you didn't do this earlier. You notice your friend constantly checking her phone, waiting for that call of salvation from her parents. Finally it rings, and she runs out the door, a wide smile spreading across her face ' MY DADS HERE !' , before you even get a chance to say bye.
I am not going to give any warnings, because these situations are completely unavoidable. All you can do is to make the most out of it :
Do not show any bias between the two people
NO PDA (as hard as that is for some people)
Take as long as you can to get them water/food. Heck, bake a cake even
Make it less awkward by involving them both in a good conversation
Yes. To my dear friend out there. If this happens again in the next few days, I'll know what to do :)
PS. SKIN CHANGE! Had a fight with krishna because he deleted all my codes, and then I said that I'd quit the blog and then he DELETED the blog. But yes, he restored it, and now its all good again, and the c-box and stuff are on the side. Just click the words :) leave a comment xD
- tonia
10 People Thing :)
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Man, this really is my blog now isn't it? The Tonia Krishna ratio, is like 24:7 now ... Oh well, I'm sure that you'd all rather listen to me talk anyway. But yeah. *EDIT: piss off, this is not your blog, it was mine in the first place. I just need a stooge who can fill it up while i have more important things to do. Anyway, carry on ..... * I was talking to my dear friend Betty Liu, and I promised her to do that whole 10 person guessing thing :D Tell me if I made anything TOO obvious. But yeah, 10 people. NB : These people aren't my best friends or anything. Just random-ish .. :
ten people thing :
1. I think this year we've really distanced. It's okay though. I don't really mind. I never liked you anyway. You were always so annoying. I don't think many people like you. I don't think you realise that though. You are quite oblivious to how poeple think of you. I think the reason that they don't like you, is because you can get SO selfish and annoying. You can be nice sometimes though. But I think that your moodiness and annoyingness gets the best of you.
2. I think I've distanced with you as well. I really liked you. You were one of my best friends You were so nice and fun and stuff, and I really trusted you ... You don't even talk to me anymore. And whenever we do, its so strange ... like something's not right. I'll be honest though, I really do miss you as a friend. I haven't had a proper conversation with you since last year ... What happened ?
3. Oh man, you're so up yourself. It's so ironic how you make jokes about other people being up themselves, while the one with the biggest ego is staring right back at you when you look into the mirror. I can't believe that you even tried. Who do you think I am? I have standards you know. And so does everyone else. I think you needa get some new glasses, and look at yourself again. You disgust me SO SO much. Get over everything. Especially yourself
4. Yeah, I'm not going to say anything other than ♥ I don't want you guys to think I'm some hopeless romantic or someshit. But yes, no prizes for guessing who this number is ;) (♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥)
5. I think you're funny and stuff, BUT HURRY UP AND BLOG MORE. I am not going to change the skin alright? Minimalist is the new black! So hurry up and blog, before I change this to T likes cricket :) And stop being so sexist. You're just jealous that women are smarter than men. But yeah, serious time : Sorry for stuff that has happened. I'm glad we're still friends :)
6. You're really cool :) But, I feel like I don't really talk to you as much anymore :( Sometimes I question whether you like me or not. I feel like a burden to you sometimes, getting in the way of your life and your friends. But yeah, thanks for being there for me all the time :) Thanks HEAPS :D
7. I know I seem really slack to you sometimes, but I think its just our clashing personalities. I think of you as one of my best friends. Just keep that in mind. I'm sorry that I didn't call that night, but I really wasn't able to. Thanks for always being there for me, ALL THE TIME. I don't think you've ever let me down. Even though, I've let you down like 20394023 times over.
8. I can't believe you made me go on chatroulette! You are such a bad influence :@ But Jokes, you're pretty cool, and I'm glad that we've become friends this year. Sorry for ranting to you when you hardly even knew me. I tend to do that sometimes >_>
9. You're very cool and even when I'm in a sad mood and stuff, you always cheer me up with your presence :) Thanks heaps! Lets just hope that this term we actually get some work done in class, and we don't just spend it annoying other people hehehe xD
10. I've really missed you. I know that you're never going to read this probably, but yeah. I remember our awesome gossip sessions in science last year, and how we used to like, talk so much and never ever listen to the teacher, but somehow you still managed to get like SUPER HIGH MARKS. And we had all those 'fake' fights' and stuff. Oh man. I wish you weren't so consumed in school work :( I MISS YOU :'(
- tonia
holidays
im bored. but i wont go on chatroulette like the cool kids (looks down) ahahahahaha
- krishna
*EDIT*
KRISHNA KOTECHA, I BET TO DIFFER !!!
:) Go and post something decent if you're bored - tonia
chatroulette
Saturday, April 3, 2010
OMG. Okay, I was really bored today right, and I cbf to do anything productive. And then I remembered talking to Niro about being bored, and he told me about chatroulette, and how much fun it was. And being the ignorant person I was, I was like, Hmmm, I guess it can't be that bad.
AND SO I WENT ON THE SITE, and I saw one guy, and he was like stoned and like smoking weed apparently. And he looked really horny and stuff so I WAS LIKE OMFG and I pressed next. And then THERE WAS THIS PEDO GUY WITH A MOUSTACHE AND A BEARD AND HE LOOKED PEDO. And so I pressed next again, and then, THERE WAS ANOTHER GUY WHO WAS EQUALLY AS PEDO and then I pressed next, and there was like a 5 second pause and then IT WAS THE SAME GUY and I go SO FREAKED OUT I closed the window.
But seriously, that is the most dodgiest thing I have ever done. I cannot believe I just did that. I mean, what are the chances of some horny man like with his pants down in front of the computer?! HOW IS THAT EVEN LEGAL!? I mean, I'm sure there are many ignorant children out there, who accidentally go on, like me and then become scarred for life. And they could probably screenshot your face, and like stalk you somehow or like track your ip address or someshit. I have no idea, because I dont know shit about computers. I swear I am going to get nightmares about these people. Stupid Niro, I blame him completely for leading me there.
PEOPLE ARE SO PERVERTED THESE DAYS.
DO NOT GO ON CHAT ROULETTE EVER
I am totally going to put this on my list of phobias.
- tonia
DOES ANYONE WANT TO DONATE MONEY TO ME?
Oh my god. I want that camera so badly. I can imagine the day that I get it. Actually, I can't imagine myself getting it, because I'm just going to be so happy. I WANT THAT CAMERA TT__TT OMFG. I have been saving up for so long ( well, it feels like an awful long time ) I NEED $250 ! ARGH
My dad says that if I keep my room clean, he'll give me $60 a month. At this rate, I should get it in about 4 months. FOUR MONTHS X____X thats such a long time! And AS IF I'll be able too keep my room clean. Thats even harder than getting 100% in a maths test for me :( So, I went on a search to find ways to make money.
1. GET A JOB - I seriously cbf, and I don't have a tax file number and noone is going to want to hire me, etcetc
2. SELL SOMETHING - I have nothing of value. And everything I have that is of value, I am obviously not selling, because it is of value.
3. BUSKING - I've actually thought about this >_> But I don't have enough talent and I really don't want to be laughed at.
4. ROB SOMEONE/SOMETHING - That's too dodgy for me. I mean, I know I'm a rebel, but I'm not BAD !
SIGH . Tell me if you have any more ideas (or want to donate).
5. join the services sector you know i could always..... ;) ;) . just let me know if you're interested ;)
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^ krishna obviously wrote this point, and i DID not say that. he just edited the chat logs .
ALSO, I AM UP FOR COMMISSIONS if you still want me to sew and shit, even though I haven't done it since Year Nine. I will make it WAY better quality than before, and it will be good. JUST LET ME KNOW THANKS
- tonia
EASTER
Friday, April 2, 2010
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE :)
Well, there are like 20 people at my house atm. Its like a family dinner or something. Family dinners are so annoying sometimes. Whenever people come over to my house for dinner, I feel like my room has been put on for exhibition. I'm in my room, doing my stuff, and then random people just walk in and like go through my stuff. Seriously, they take no consideration of my privacy at all.
But yes. FIRST DAY OF MY HOLIDAYS HAVE BEEN boring. But its okay :) I have lots of plans, and the rest of the holidays are going to be awesome :) Yeah, this is a really boring post. I can't think of anything to write about.
Hi Everyone . . .
Yeah . . .
Awkward . . .
Turtles? . . .
- tonia
Thursday, April 1, 2010
EVERYTHING IS OVER! :)
Yay! I'm so happy :) Cross country is finally over! Even though I felt like dying at the end. I am seriously going to train from now on. And I will make it back on that board again and get age champion (Y) CONGRATS VICKY YOU IDIOT. SO MUCH FOR BEING UNFIT, YOU CAME 3RD! BUT I WILL BEAT YOU NEXT YEAR :) No hard feelings haha
Today was a fun and successful day BECAUSE I DIDN'T GET APRIL FOOLED! Its like the first time ever :) It's amazing! I like, kept a close eye on everyone. Especially Daniel Zhu >_> The best way not to get fooled, is to stick with all the people who fool others. That way, you know whats happening. OR you can just become really unapproachable, and give people dirty looks and stuff, and so they won't ever think of pranking you. Or you can do both. Or you can isolate yourself for a day.
BUT YES. I am so glad that everything is over. These holidays are going to be GREAT. And I have SO MANY PLANS. And I WILL fulfill those plans :) every single one of them. The first one, is to save up $300 more so I can get the camera that I want. Feel free to donate :)!
AND I WILL ALSO EXERCISE. Its so sad. These are going to probably be the last proper holidays ever. SO MAKE THE MOST OF IT GUYS, AND DON'T STUDY :)
IM SO SO SO SO PUMPED
also, I hope that you all have a very very
HAPPY EASTER :)
- krishna
APRIL FOOLS, IT WAS ACTUALLY TONIA (obviously ==)
*EDIT*
IM JUST TOO GOOD :)
*EDIT 2*
OMG I DID GET TRICKED, IN LIKE THE LAST HOUR OF THE DAY == SIGH.
i like this weather...
O hushed October morning mild, Thy leaves have ripened to the fall; Tomorrow's wind, if it be wild, Should waste them all. The crows above the forest call; Tomorrow they may form and go. O hushed October morning mild, Begin the hours of this day slow. Make the day seem to us less brief. Hearts not averse to being beguiled, Beguile us in the way you know. Release one leaf at break of day; At noon release another leaf; One from our trees, one far away. Retard the sun with gentle mist; Enchant the land with amethyst. Slow, slow! For the grapes' sake, if they were all, Whose leaves already are burnt with frost, Whose clustered fruit must else be lost-- For the grapes' sake along the wall.
- Robert Frost
too bad we live in the southern hemisphere, so it talks about an October autumn. It is Autumn nevertheless =)
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