Friday, March 26, 2010
ONE MORE EXAM LEFT!
I am so happy at the moment. But considering my abnormal moodiness, I will probably be sad in like an hour or so, BUT LETS NOT THINK ABOUT THAT, and instead, we should enjoy the happiness and be happy :) I swear though, my moods are so annoying. They fluctuate more than anyone I know. Maybe its because I only ever have three moods. Its true though. I'm either happy or sad or tired. And yes, tired is a mood. 35% of the time I'm happy, 50% tired, and 15% I'm sad.
The smallest things can make me happy, seriously. Even if there isn't anything great going on in my life, knowing that there isn't anything bad either makes me really happy :) BUT having said that, the SMALLEST things can make me really sad. I don't like being sad. When I'm sad I cry. Crying in front of people is so embarrassing. I bet like, everyone in the grade has seen me cry. When I tell people that I haven't cried in ages, they're always like, 'Oh thats good, I haven't cried in like a year either', but when I say ages, I mean like three weeks. Speaking of which, I actually haven't properly cried in three weeks, yay! :)
But I bet you, when week one starts, and I get my results, I'll start crying and hate myself, and rage at everyone, complaining about how I don't try hard enough, and how stupid I am, and how I'm going to be smart and study for the yearlies. And then, when the time comes, and it is the yearlies, the same thing will happen again. Its a never ending cycle. SIGH
ANYWAY, IM GOING TO GO AND DO FUN THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY :)
- tonia
*EDIT*
I hardcore cried the day I wrote that post. Don't ask why though >_>
